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Poems

1st: MORE THAN

The risk,
I already took.
Now you know,
Who my heart longs for.

I don't want to ask anything in return
Just you to be my friend, still
Is more than enough

I hope nothing will change
And you would not have doubt
Doubt on sharing stories to me about her

For I' am still your friend,
And your older sister,
Right?
I hope yes.

Our friendship,
Is far more important,
Than what I feel towards you

Yes,
I will experience pain
Along the way

That pain,
I already expect
Expect since the day,
I first realize what I feel towards you

You told me,
"nothing will change",
That I hope for

I don't want to loose you
You've been an important part of my life
And you'll always will be.

Kuya,
I hope I'll still be your friend
And your older sister
Even though for me,
You are more than a friend and a brother.

2nd: Now

Few days ago
I told you what I feel
At first you were shock
Silence was in the air

Then you asked me
âwhy?, how?â
I was not able to answer
For me alone, doesnât know the answer

Ever since then
The day you found out
What I feel towards you
A lot of things changed
Even though you promised the opposite

Every time I remember what I did
I always feel regret within me
I always feel pain
I would always miss what was before

Since then
I would wish
I can turn back the time
To prevent my self from loving you
And telling you what I feel

Like what I said
I miss you
I miss my friend and my brother
I miss what we are before
But most of all
I miss the things that made me fall

3rd: Uno

In my first year
Yes, I did shed a tear
But still I had a blast
Though time flew fast
I did experience a lot
Things that would not fit a pot

Through the year
A constantly experience fear
Though some fears were from the past
My peers help me not to make it last

There were also bumps
Along the way
And I like to call it mumps
Something when cured will fade away

New things experienced were done
Home works are more than a ton
A lot of us did fell
But in the end we were well.

4th: Destiny

Destiny is a word
A word so simple
Yet so deep

It is used a lot of times
But only few can understand
It is full of mystery
Things which cannot be explained

A lot of people
Though they don't understand it
Still hopes and wishes to someday
They would find their destiny

Yes, it is something, not everyone can see
I' am one of those
That I admit
But I know someday, I'll find my destiny

5th: My Kuya

When we first met
Our friendship started right away
As time flew by
We became close
To the point that we call each other "ate and kuya"

At first it was awkward
But then we got use to it some how
And compared to my other guy friends
You were the closest to me
Because you are my only kuya

You were the one who filled up
The longing that I have for a kuya
You were the one who comforted me
Just like any older brother would

But then I guess everything changes
And so as the way I see you
From my kuya, you were something else
Some thing greater and deeper
You were the one whom I love,
My kuya

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0001. I promised not to love someone because Iâm not ready yet then you came into my life and all has changed. I left my promise untrue cause I canât help the fact that Iâm in love with you.

0002. Accidents do happen. I slip, I stumble, I fall and I usually donât mind them at all. But now I donât know what to do cause I slipped and fell in love with you.

0004. I love you, friend, more than words can say. I love you, friend, I hope we can stay this way. I love you like a friend really should but now I love you more than a friend would.

0005. Iâll never understand just what you are to me but you were never mine and perhaps never will be. Even as I hold you close, your thoughts are far away. And I can only wish youâll learn to love me back someday.

0007. If I get scared, would you hold me tight? If I do something wrong, would you make it right? If I build a fire, would you guard the flame? If I tell you I love you, would you feel the same way?

0008. Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted.

0011. Why do you make me feel so special? Why do you have to be so concerned when it comes to me? Why do we seem to be a perfect couple when in fact we call ourselves just friends?

0014. Is it my fault I fell for you? That in the process of being friends with you, I found you extraordinary? I donât think so. And if they blame me for loving you, let them! Cause I meant it when I said I love you.

0015. Please listen, my friend, to these words Iâll say. Iâll leave you now and try to face the coming days. Nothingâs wrong between me and you. At least nothing was wrong till I fell in love with you.

0016. Love is never fair. Youâll love someone you know whoâll never give love in return. It only gives you unbearable pain. So donât dare to fall in love, my friend, I donât want you to feel the ache I felt when I fell for you.

0017. Ever noticed me look away when you try to catch my eyes? Ever wondered why I refuse to answer back your hiâs? Ever asked why I wasnât honest and true? Because being true means falling even more for you.

0021. Too bad I asked for more when all I needed was a friend. Too bad I gave my heart when all he needed was my hand. Too bad I fell for someone I can never have, someone whoâs willing to give me all but not love.

0022. The hardest part in loving is when you can only view the person you love from a distance and not be able to tell him how much you love him because to him you are just his friend.

0023. Itâs unfair how the world works. When you love someone, every little thing he does to you is already a big thing but for him itâs only a friendly gesture and he doesnât even know that heâs making you fall for him even more.

0028. I never thought of knowing but it happened. I never thought of liking you but I really do. I never really thought of missing you but I always do. I never really thought of loving you but I guess Iâm beginning to.

0029. It really hurts to fall in love with your friend. You keep on hiding your feelings, avoiding them as much as you can until you cry your heart out from fear of losing a friend and a love you never really had.

0031. I really donât know what to do or what to say to you. I donât even know if I should tell you I care for you. But everytime I receive a message from you, my heart starts to say, âIf only you knew.â

0032. Weâre close but I know Iâm just a friend to you, a friend by your side watching everything you do, a friend who would never leave you for someone new, a friend who wonât make you feel blue. A friend, you see, who happened to fall for you.

0034. I know you love secrets so I left one for you. Please promise to keep it and not let anyone know. You see, Iâve fallen for someone and I donât know what to do. Iâm telling you this because that someone is you.

0035. It's getting weird. I used to be able to say anything to you and do anything around you. Now I just avoid you for fear of falling for you even more than I already have.

0037. Thanks for the friendship, thank you for the smile. Thanks for the love you showed even though it was only for a while. True my heart was broken and yes, my eyes did cry. But the pain is all over now cause I have learned to say goodbye.

0038. These past few days, I started to miss you. I have this feeling that I don't know how to deal with. Now I realize it's love. I know I canât let this grow cause weâre friends. Yeah, weâre just friends.

0040. I love this man who doesnât love me so I asked my best friend what I should do so that he would love me too. He replied, âJust be yourself cause thatâs the reason why Iâm falling in love with you.â

0041. If youâre afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices. Either say what you feel and let love take its place or forever hide the love under a friendship full of pretensions.

0043. Itâs hard to live alone. Itâs harder to choose someone you could love. But the hardest part of loving is to admit you have fallen in love with someone you didnât mean to love from the start.

0047. Can I tell you I love you? Can I tell you I care? And if I tell you how I feel, if I look, would you be there? I canât hide this feeling, I can no longer pretend. So Iâll ask you one more time, âCan you love me more than just a friend?â

0048. We shared some laughs, we shared some tears, all these and more throughout the years. But now itâs over, everything is gone. My memories of you have shattered one by one. I donât know what happened, I really have no clue. The only mistake I made was to fall in love with you.

0049. You think I don't like you, you think I don't care. But give it a chance because I know something's there. You are my good friend and I know that it's true. I never thought this would happen but I'm falling for you.

0050. Meeting you is by chance, becoming your friend is by choice but falling in love with you is totally beyond my control.

0051. Your sun and mine rises at the same sky. We face the same day as it passes by. The only difference is I live this day knowing that I love you while you live this day not knowing that I do.

0052. A daily thought, a silent tear, a constant wish that you were here. Words are few but thoughts are deep. Memories of our friendship I will always keep.

0055. I never asked for this feeling, I never thought I would fall, I never asked for any rainbows or stars at all. I wasnât looking for any inspiration but my emotions were in control. I found out but too late, I already did fall.

0060. I know we canât be more than friends. Nothing more, nothing less. But everytime I see you, just a single glance of you, I wonder about what could have been, what could have happened, if we tried.

0061. What's the point in loving when the one you love doesn't love you? Why waste time waiting for someone when you aren't the one he's waiting for? Why miss someone who never even thinks of you? Why bother to care so much for a person who barely cares for you? Why do I love when you can't love me too?

0002. Learn to appreciate the rainbow after cursing the rain. Itâs just like loving again after experiencing the pain.

0005. To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose your true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return.

0006. Words and hearts should be handled with care for words when spoken and hearts when broken are the hardest things to repair.

0009. You can close your eyes from the things you donât want to see but you can never close your heart from the things you donât want to feel.

0013. Be careful to whom you give your heart because when you give your heart to someone, youâre not only giving that person the right to love you back but also the power to hurt you.

0020. Happiness lies in those who cry, those who have been hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

0036. Itâs hard to pretend you love someone when you donât. But itâs harder to pretend you donât love someone when you really do.

0057. Itâs so hard to close your eyes when all you can see are the things that hurt you, so hard to close your lips when you want to shout out the pain you feel and so hard to see someone you love loving someone else.

0067. Itâs hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.

0069. Loving someone means you only want the best for him even if it means swallowing the sad reality that the best just isnât you.

0070. It's not wrong to love someone you've loved before but if the love you feel brings tears to someone else, be fair. You might never know that the one you've hurt is the one who could love you even more.

0003. Tonight, I wish you might take a look at the stars above you. One of them shall slowly fade but still, you might never know. Sa milyong bituing nakikita mo, ano nga naman sayo kung mawala ako?

0004. Everytime you cry for the person you love, I often tell you, âMahal mo nga siya talaga.â Not knowing that while youâre crying, I also cry secretly saying, âDi ba pwedeng ako na lang mahalin mo?â

0021. Itâs hard to keep your feelings to the one you love lalo na kung friend mo siya. But itâs harder to know na your friend feels the same way pala pero he canât express it. Akala niya kasi friends lang talaga.

0030. Paalam na. Masyado nang masakit para ipagpatuloy pa. Isang malaking katangahan kung ipagpapatuloy pa. Ako munaây lalayo, ako munaây iiwas. Ngunit hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan na minsan sobrang minahal kita.

0043. Muntik ko nang ipagtapat sayo ang nararamdaman ko nung magkasama tayo. Muntik ko nang sabihin na mahal kita. Pero nung sasabihin ko na, napatigil ako dahil bigla mong sinabi, âAlam mo? Miss ko na siya.â

0054. I miss the way you talk to me and the way you say, âHoy, musta?â The way you wave and say, âIngat ka, ha?â But the thing I miss most is when you say, âOk lang yan. Nandito naman ako, eh.â

0063. Iniwan kita di dahil ayoko na sayo, tinalikuran kita di dahil galit ako, lumayo ako di dahil ayaw na kitang makita. Umalis lang ako kasi ayoko nang umiyak habang nakikita kang masaya sa piling niya.

0068. Mahal mo ko, mahal kita. Alam naman natin yung dalawa. Masaya ako kapag kasama kita, sayo ako tumatakbo pag iniwan nila. Magkaibigan tayo, sabi mo nga. Pero hanggang pagkakaibigan na nga lang ba?

0070. Masakit mang isipin na siya ang nasa isip mo, masakit mang isipin na siya ang kasama mo, mas lalo namang masakit isipin na siya ang buhay mo habang ikaw naman ang buhay ko.

0072. Nasaktan ka nung makita mong kasama ko siya. Nasaktan ka nung makita mong masaya ako sa piling niya. Nasaktan ka nung malaman mong mahal ko siya. Sana lang hindi ka masaktan, ha? Kasi hindi mo lang alam na ikaw talaga ang mahal ko at hindi siya.

0074. I donât know why I keep on texting you. Hindi ka naman sumasagot. Pero di bale, baka bukas o sa susunod na bukas o sa mga susunod pa, maawa ka din.

0075. Hindi mo ako sinalo nung nahulog ako. Hindi mo ako pinansin nung bumagsak ako. Dapang-dapa na ko, alam mo ba yun? Pero nung napansin ko na paalis ka, sinubukan ko pa ring tumayo muli para habulin ka.

0084. I know that you already found maybe the right person who you think will love you more than I do. Donât worry, Iâm not hurt. Iâd just wait and if you come back, Iâll just say, âWag kang mag-alala. Mahal pa din kita.â

0087. Iâm in love with you. Joke! Pero ang joke raw half meant more so the truth, sana biruin mo din ako kahit minsan lang na minahal mo din ako kahit sandali lang

0088. Someone once asked me if I really love you. I just kept quiet, closed my eyes, smiled, opened my eyes and simply walked away. Then I whispered, âMahal na mahal.â

0100. Sabi nila mahal daw kita kasi pangalan mo daw parati kong binabanggit, parati daw akong masaya pag nandiyan ka. Sabi nila aminin ko na daw sayo pero sabi ko, âTsaka na lang. Pag mahal niya na din ako.â

0101. Mahirap umasa sa wala, mahirap magmahal ng taong may mahal nang iba, mahirap ipagtanggol ang taong walang pakielam sa nararamdaman mo at higit sa lahat, mahirap masaktan nang wala ka namang karapatan.

0110. Kaibigan kita. Dapat ingatan mo ako. Kaibigan kita. Kailangan lagi kang nandiyan. Kaibigan kita. Dapat mahal mo ako. Kaibigan kita. Dapat tulungan mo kong isipin na kaibigan lang kita.

0119. Minsan pinipilit nating turuan ang puso. Bawal ito, bawal yan. Tama ito, tama yan. Kaso naisip ko may sariling isip ang puso at may sariling puso ang isip. Yan ang hahawak at magpapagalaw sa buhay mo. Tama man o mali, bawal man o hindi.

0120. Kahapon friends tayo. Ngayon friends pa din tayo. Bukas syempre friends pa din tayo. Pati sa dreams ko friends lang din tayo. Tangina! Puro na lang friends! Kailan ba pwedeng maging tayo?

0128. Pag mahal mo, gagawin mo lahat. Kahit masakit, kahit hindi mo na kaya. Pero bakit nga ba naging masakit? Kasi patuloy ka pa ring umaasa na mahal ka pa rin niya kahit alam mong hindi na.

0133. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko sayo. Alam kong mahal kita pero tama bang sabihin yun kung hanggang magkaibigan lang tayo? Bakit hindi natin mabigyan ng kahulugan ang bawat pagsabi mo na mahal mo rin ako? Kasi hanggang magkaibigan lang tayo. Hanggang dun lang.

0137. Last night, I went outside to see the stars and made a wish that I may have a special person in my life. The star showed it with an outline of your face. I uttered, âBakit siya pa eh may iba na siyang mahal?â

0141. Gusto ko nang ipagtapat ang nararamdaman ko sayo. Sabi mo, âSige, ok lang yun!â âNatatakot akong baka mailang siya.â Sabi mo, âHindi yun! Malay mo mahal ka rin niya!â âO, sige na nga. Sasabihin ko na. Mahal kita.â Sabi mo, âHoy, wala namang ganyanan. Friends tayo, diba?â

0152. Mahal kita. Di ko to ginusto kasi alam ko naman na wala kang pakielam. Pinilit kong labanan to pero natalo ako. Mahal kita. Patawarin mo sana ko.

0156. Magkaibigan tayo. Tagal na! Mahal kita. Noon pa! Pero sa tuwing iiyakan mo siya, ang hindi mo alam, umiiyak din ako. Masakit kasing isipin na ang mahal ko, iba ang gusto.

0168. Pag sinabi kong mahal kita, baka hindi mo matanggap, baka mapahiya lang ako, baka masira pa tayong dalawa. Takot akong malaman mong mahal kita, takot akong magsalita. Baka kasi mawala ka.

0185. Masakit maging kaibigan ng taong mahal mo. Hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar. Di ka dapat umasa o di kayaây mainis sa kanya. Bakit? Anong karapatan mo? Kaibigan ka lang, diba?

0187. Sinubukan kitang kalimutan. Sinubukan kong wag kang mahalin. Di dahil nagmumukha na akong tanga, hindi rin dahil hindi na kita kayang ipaglaban. Kundi dahil gusto kitang makitang masaya sa piling niya.

0193. Malungkot ka. Nagjoke ako. Tawa ka, tawa ako. May problema ka. Nagjoke ulit ako. Tawa ka, tawa ako. Nagalit ka. Nagjoke pa rin ako. Tawa ka, tawa ako. Sinabi kong mahal kita. Akala mo joke. Tumawa ka, naiyak ako.

0205. If I only have one hour left to live and I'm with you that day, I'll lay my head unto your shoulder as I feel the breeze touch my skin and say, âPasandal lang po muna, ha? Matagal po akong mawawala, eh.â

0219. Mahal mo siya kaya siya lang ang nakikita mo. Di ko naman pwedeng ipagpilitan ang sarili ko sa di ako mahal, diba? Pero bakit ganon? Kahit nagmumukha na akong tanga habang minamahal mo siya, mahal pa rin kita?

0223. Sa pagdaan ng panahon, alam kong madami ka pang makikilala. May mga taong mas may kakayahang magpasaya sayo at maaaring mas pahalagahan mo sila. Pero sana pagdating nung time na yun masabi mong, âIba pa rin pala si Ace.â

0236. Minahal kita kahit mali, hinintay kita nang sobrang tagal, nagbigay ako kahit ubos na, nagparaya kahit sobra na. Lahat na ginawa ko pero kulang pa din sayo. Hindi pa ba sapat ang lahat ng yun para mahalin mo ko?

0242. Ang tao, minsan lang magsabi ng, âMahal kita.â Madalas pag sinabi nila ito, huli na ang lahat o wala na ang pagmamahal. Kaya ngayun pa lang, sasabihin ko na sayo. Mahal kita. Huli na ba?

0249. Minsan tinanong kita, âBakit mo siya mahal?â Sabi mo, âKasi matagal na ang pinagsamahan namin.â Nainis ako kasi ang manhid mo. Di mo man lang naisip na mas matagal na akong naghihintay.

0251. Sabi nila pag mahal mo ang isang tao, matuto kang pakawalan siya. Kung sayo, sayo. Kung hindi, hindi. Eh pano mo naman maiisip na pakawalan siya kung siya lang naman ang dahilan kung bakit ka nagmamahal?

0252. Hay, talaga naman! Pag mahal mo ang isang tao, gagawin mo lahat, kahit ano basta sabi niya! Dali-dali mong gagawin kahit ano pa ang iutos niya. Ok lang basta siya! Pero pano kaya kung utusan ka niya na iwan siya? Magagawa mo ba?

0253. Sabi ko ayos siya, naniwala ka. Sabi ko malambing siya, naniwala ka. Sabi ko mahal ko siya, naniwala ka. Eh kung sabihin ko sayong ikaw siya, maniwala ka naman ba?

0261. Sabi nila may kasama kang iba, sabi nila may mahal kang iba. Masakit hindi dahil mahal mo siya kundi dahil sinabi mo saking mahal mo ako habang kayo pa pala.

0263. I could never find another one to compare to you. I may love again but not the way I loved you. You may only be a part of my past but you know what? Everytime I see you, I still whisper, âMinahal ko yan.â

0267. Nakaya ko na na wala ka. Nagawa ko nang limutin ka. Naitago ko ang sakit na nadarama ko. Naibuhos ko na ang lahat ng luha ko. Bakit kailangang ngumiti ka pa? Yan tuloy, naalala ko. Mahal pa pala kita.

0270. Gusto kitang kausapin, ayaw mo naman. Gusto kitang hawakan, umiiwas ka naman. Gusto kitang makasama, nang-iiwan ka naman. Mahal kita, yun sana ang gusto kong ipaalam. Hindi mo lang ako pinagbigyan.

0271. Minsan, walang nagagawa ang sitwasyon. Kapag talagang mahal mo yung tao, kahit mali, binabalewala mo lang. Kahit nasasaktan, ok lang! Siguro ganun lang talaga dahil ang minsan ay minsan lang dadaan.

0279. Sabi ng puso ko, âMiss na kita.â Tanong ng puso ko, âOk ka lang ba?â Hirit ng puso ko, âAsan ka na kaya?â Sabi ng puso ko, âGusto kita.â Pero sabi ng puso mo, âSorry. Friends lang talaga.â

0280. Madalas kong isipin kung saan ko ilulugar ang sarili ko sayo o kung may lugar pa nga ba ko. Kapag bibitaw na ko, dumarating ka at pinaparamdam mo na mahal mo pa ako. Ngayong wala ka na, darating ka pa ba? O bibitaw na ko?

0282. Kahit nasasaktan ang isang tao, pinipili pa rin niya ang magmahal. Bakit? Dahil ang puso, pwede mong sugatan pero di mo kayang turuan. Patuloy itong titibok, patuloy na magmamahal.

0284. Still remember the time we were together? We were laughing because of so much fun. You didnât hear what I said. Sabi mo, "Ano?" Sabi ko, "Wala." Now I wonât be able to tell you again that I love you.

0287. Why is it that sometimes, we don't realize that we are so stupid? We love someone so much, we care for them so much, we give them everything but for all we know, iiwan din naman tayo sa huli.

0295. Ayoko nang mag-ilusyon. Masasaktan lang ako. Ayoko nang mangarap tapos hindi rin naman magkakatotoo. Ayoko nang umasa tapos mabibigo lang. Mamahalin na lang kita nang hindi mo alam.

0296. Bakit pag nagmahal ka, laging hindi ka sigurado na mahal ka din niya? Di ba pwedeng mahal ka na din niya agad? Bakit kadalasan iba pa ang mahal niya at hindi ikaw? Pano kasi, ikaw, kahit alam mo na, minamahal mo pa rin siya.

0299. You broke my heart yet I still loved you. You pushed me away yet I still waved. You walked away and loved another while I cried damn hard for you to stay. You didnât so I just said, âSige na nga. Friends na lang tayo.â

0300. Iâve always thought that I have to fight for what I really feel. Iâve fought and got hurt. Still, I tried to give it a chance. But now I donât know if I still believe in that. Kasi tao lang ako. Napapagod din.

0301. Text ako sayo, I got no reply. Misscall ako sayo, you didnât call back. Nung nakulitan ka na sakin, sabi mo, âSorry, I'm busy kasi. Take care na lang.â Then one day, nakita kita kasama siya. Tama ka, busy ka nga talaga.

0310. Mahal mo pala siya. Bakit di mo sinabi sakin? Edi sana nakatulong pa ako. Natulungan sana kita sa kanya. Bakit ngayon lang? Sana noon pa. Para napigilan ko pa ang sarili ko na mahalin ka.

0317. Tumabi ako sayo at huminga nang malalim. Sabi mo, âHmm, bakit?" Di ako nagsalita pero di ko na talaga kaya. Kung nagtanong ka lang sana ulit, sinabi ko na. âHay, mahal na yata kita!â

0319. Bukas baka makalimot na tayo. Pwedeng magkanya-kanya na tayo. Maaaring yun na ang katapusan. Kaya bago mangyari ang lahat ng ito, gusto kong sabihing, âSalamat sayo dahil binuo mo ang buhay ko!â

0322. Sabi mo mahal niya ako. Sabi mo di niya ako sasaktan. Sabi mo para talaga kami sa isa't isa. Tangina! Kung sabihin ko sayo na ikaw ang mahal ko at hindi siya, maka-imik ka kaya?

0326. Mahal kita pero hindi ako humingi ng kapalit. Di ko sinabi na mag-alala ka sakin, na isipin mo ako, na mamiss mo ko o kahit ang mahalin mo ko. Pero di ko maalala, hiningi ko ba sayo na saktan mo ko?

0329. Bakit kaya pag mahal mo ang isang tao, nagkakagusto siya sa iba? Ikaw na nga ang nagsasakripisyo, ikaw pa ang binabalewala. Bakit ganon? Ang masakit pa, mahal mo na nga ang nawala, kaibigan mo pa ang minahal niya.

0334. I saw you one day when you were crying. I came up to you and asked why tears were falling down your face. You uttered, "Wala kasing nagmamahal sakin." Napaluha din ako at sinabing, "Eh, anong tawag mo sakin?"

0336. Kagabi, I saw a falling star. Nagwish ako. Sabi ko sana maging akin ka. Biglang tumigil yung star, lumapit sakin at tumawa sabay sabing, âOk ka lang? Eh, ayun siya, oh. Kasama ang babaeng pinakahihiling niya.â

0337. Habang mahal mo ang isang tao, kumilos ka. Wag mong hayaang dumating yung araw na magsisi ka dahil wala nang pag-asa at sinabi niya sayong, âSayang. Hinintay pa naman kita.â

0339. Wag nating kalimutan ang masayang samahan, tawanan, kopyahan, walang humpay na kwentuhan, walang sawang damayan at kanya-kanyang kaepalan. Wag sanang makaligtaan ang tunay na pagkakaibigan.

0348. If sometimes my text comes in the wrong time, sorry for the disturbance. And when your phone beeps only to find out itâs just me, I hope youâre not disappointed. Naiisip lang kita. Masama ba yun?

0350. Minsan mas ok pa ang magkaibigan na lang kayo kaysa mahalin mo siya. Ang kaibigan kasi di nang-iiwan. Eh, ikaw? Kapag minahal ba kita, sigurado ba kong di mo ko iiwan?

0351. Kung sad ka, sabihin mo sakin. Kung badtrip ka, tawagin mo ko. Kung wala ka nang kaibigan, nandiyan ako sa tabi mo. At pag nawala na ang lahat sayo, yayakapin kita at sasabihing, âHoy! Nandito pa ko!â

0354. Hindi ko alam kung alin ang mas mahirap. Ang pag-aralang mahalin ang taong nagmamahal sayo o ang umasang mamahalin ka ng taong mahal mo.

0356. Bakit ganon? Di mo maaming mahal mo siya pero nasasaktan ka kapag may kasama siyang iba? Ayaw mo ba talaga sa kanya o baka natatakot ka lang na malamang mahal mo siya pero iba naman ang mahal niya?

0360. Mahirap umasa kasi mahirap maghintay. Mahirap magmahal kasi mahirap masaktan. Mahirap umalis kahit ayaw mo pa. Pero mas mahirap pa rin ang maghintay at magmahal sa wala. Nakakadala!

0364. Akala mo ba masaya akong nakikita kang nahuhulog sa iba, tulungan ka sa kanya, intindihin ka dahil mahal mo siya? Di ko to ginagawa dahil kaibigan kita, ginagawa ko to dahil mahal kita!

0371. Pag dumadaan ka, deadma lang. Pag kinakausap mo ko, deadma lang. Pag tinutukso nila ako sayo, deadma lang. Kahit naman kasi sabihin ko sayong mahal kita, deadma ka lang, eh. Masakit yun, friend!

0384. Bakit kadalasan hindi ka mahal ng minamahal mo? Tapos kung kailan natuto ka nang magmahal ng iba, malalaman mong mahal ka rin niya. Maiinis ka at sasabihin mong sana naghintay ka. Alam mo, sana hinintay kita!

0387. Sabi ko sayo mahal ko siya. Sinabi ko sayo yun kasi kaibigan kita. Pero bakit ganon? Nabalitaan ko na lang na mahal mo rin pala siya at mahal ka rin niya. Pero dahil kaibigan kita, kahit mahirap, kahit masakit, handa akong magparaya.

0402. When you ran, I chase you. You told me to stop following you. When I stopped, you got mad! Aminin mo na. In love ka rin sakin, no?

0404. Pag kailangan ko ng kaibigan, nandiyan ka. Pag may problema ako, nandiyan ka. Tuwing malungkot ako, nandiyan ka. Ang hindi ko maintindihan ay kung bakit nandiyan ka eh nandito ako. Bakit nga ba?

0405. Sabi nila kung mahal mo daw ang isang tao, pakawalan mo. Sabi naman ng iba kung mahal mo ang isang tao, mahalin mo ng lubos. Pero diba mas mahal mo ang isang tao kung hahayaan mo siyang maging masaya sa piling ng mahal niya?

0409. Ang ganda ng langit sa gabi, no? Ang daming bituin. Kaso nakakapagod tumingala. Buti na lang nandiyan ka. Isang tingin ko lang, langit na.

0410. Kung mahal mo ang isang tao, kahit may mahal na siyang iba, sabihin mo, iparamdam mo na mahal mo siya. Malay mo may biglang magbago, lumapit siya sayo at sabihin niyang, âMahal rin kita noon pa!â

0418. Minsan may nagtanong sakin, âNagmahal ka na ba?â Sabi ko, âOo naman.â Nagtanong uli siya sakin, âMay mahal ka na ba?â Sabi ko, âOo naman.â Sabi niya, âNasaan?â Sabi ko, âAyun, oh. May mahal nang iba.â

0419. Mahirap aminin sa isang tao na mahal mo siya. Kahit di niya alam na nasasaktan ka niya, sige ka pa rin kasi mahal mo siya. Hanggang sa magmahal siya ng iba kasi huli na ang lahat nang malaman mong minahal ka rin niya nung mga panahong tinatago mo sa kanya.

0420. Mahal kita pero di ko masabi sayo. Gusto kita pero di ko mapakita sayo. Wala namang pumipigil sakin na mahalin ka bukod sa kanya, eh. Di ko lang mapakita kasi alam kong siya naman ang mahal mo at hindi ako, diba?

0425. Minsan daw nakakapagod magmahal. Minsan masaya. Tapos may mga oras rin naman na iiyak ka. Pero ang totoo, hindi ako nagsasawa! Bakit? Kailan pa ba nagsawa ang taong nagmahal ng totoo?

0428. Minsan masaya ako kapag heartbroken ka. Ako kasi yung nagcocomfort sayo. Pero madalas masakit rin. Hindi lang dahil ayokong nasasaktan ka kundi dahil na rin pag nasasaktan ka mo lang ako naaalala.

0429. Sabi ko sa angel ko mag-googoodbye na ko sayo, na wala akong pakielam sayo, na wala ka lang sa life ko. Nagalit siya sakin at sinabing, âKailan ka pa natutong magsinungaling?â

0432. Minahal kita higit pa sa akala mo pero balewala sayo kaya lalayo na lang ako. Hindi dahil napagod na ko sa paghihintay na mahalin mo rin ako. Mahirap lang talaga ang umasa at lalo na siguro ang magmahal ng bato.

0434. Just wondering. When is the right time for me to say I love you? And when I tell you this, what will you do? Would you accept it and say, âI love you tooâ or would you feel stupid and say, âProblema mo?â

0436. Sabi nila gago ako. Kasi daw ikaw ang mahal ko! Nasasaktan na raw, sige pa rin ako. Madami pa daw iba, lumingon lang ako. Tama sila. Madami pa nga diyan. Kaso may problema. Mahal ko ba sila?

0443. Kailan ko kaya masasabi na mahal kita? Yung tipong makikinig ka na? Pero pano kung hindi mo talaga ko mahal? Wala akong magagawa. Iiyak lang at sasabihing, âSana hindi ko na lang inamin na mahal kita.â

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